i me myself......

this ain't any blog , but just a thought i would like to share....... "i love to walk in the rain  because nobody knows i am crying".....quoted by Charlie Chaplin ....but i would say , "i would love to cry, cry out to somebody , rather than walking alone"

the meaning of life would change just a few more day ........ all the hour-long conversations with confidants. rational or flimsy will be lost just a few more days........ the strolls in the rain with your hand in mine will be lost just a few more days......... the sloth of getting out of the bed be it holidays or weekdays will be lost just a few more days............ staying awake till the dawn be it serious studies or over the phone will be lost just a few more days........ the unforeseen attitude will be subdued by responsibilities be it of your own or of those who took yours just a few more days........ so live up your life let the spark ignite a fire inside cos now all you have is...... ........just a few more days... "This is to all my friends who r having just a few more days left, from taking responsibilities...."

........the morning was pleasant, as it was almost 4 a.m and the birds were rising up with the sun...and I was going off to do my work that was pending since night ...... SLEEP... good afternoon..it was the time I woke up..nothing special, as it had become usual for me in my holidays. But something that happened in the evening was not the regular stuff. It was something that I longed for almost 2 years in my life...a call from my long lost past......but now this was a call that I no more expected after the very harsh and bitter break up. Waking up irritated, saw the number flashing on the screen.....unknown.....reject....silent mode...sleep again Again the "dur dhwani vartalaap yantra"...a.k.a. cellphone started "burrrrrrrr-ing" from under the pillow. The unknown number again...But this time I decided to receive it. "Hello ?", I replied in a broken, husky, irritated voice....and there was a similar husky, broken response from the other side... ...

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my very first blog...so thought would start wd myself... a simple guy born to a simple family on a date (11th Sept.), that became a reason for words, that was though not meant by the landers they landed hard on me. Words that imposed me as being guilty to have a birth date, that led to the fatal death of hundreds exactly 11 years after I was born..... But with time as those words faded, so did the people from my life who claimed them. And to my experience I learned one more fact of life, "nothing lasts forever". Not even the power of the almighty, as his creations of eras, is run down by one by one disaster of the evil. And so is the evil won over again by Him. So, basically, it's me, a guy just 20 ....who has seen a much of love, hate, promises kept, promises broken....but I know that there is a lot in store for me to see...so fingers crossed...